Sometimes, theres just the pen and paper to listen

Prom was so much fun! Everyone was having a blast! Corey said his senior prom, was one he’ll never forget, and I’m glad I could be apart of it. It meant to so much to me to be spending this one event that they will remember for ever with some of my best friends. The seniors this year (well, the ones im close to) welcomed me with open arms. they leave really soon and im going to miss them a whole lot.

MEMORIES!

• thomas’ party; cut foot open.
• Cinderella with chelsea chelsea sara and shannon
• going to ohio to see paramore with thomas and hamza
• going to huntington various times to see bands perform
• party at saras house
• staying the night at thomas’ house
• slurpee malfunction (first date with thomas)
• falling in love with the band aniston
• rachels bday party
• sears!!! lmao
• getting the nickname bambii!!!!
• having my first REAL relationship in 3 years

  there were so many good memories this year. I dont want to see them go, but its life, i’ll be at WVU with them in abt 2 years. so, its just something to keep me motivated. I love every single one of them. they changed my life for the better, and the class of 2008 is a class i’ll never forget!

one thing has to go right. tonight is prom night! im going with my friend corey.
my mom called me last night and said that she couldnt/wouldnt pay for my dress.
and i was infuriated, i was so mad, i was speechless. but, the next morning rolls around (today)
and my aunt tells me that she has a dress that i could wear. so, we went out and bought my shoes, jewelry, and his boutineer (sp?). and eventually, it all came together…but within these past two days, it seemed like i had been to hell and back.

but i def, learned something from this. patience is definatley a virtue. and things arent goning to always go as planned. but even if they are not in your favor, they will work out, as best as they can.

there’s a guy named hayden. he pretty much holds my heart in the palm of his peruvian hands (yes, he’s peruvian). But no joke, this guy is amazing. we have the classic love story. we date, fall in love, he breaks my heart. but theres a twist to the happily ever after…it’s been three months since we broke up. BUT, we still talk everyday, and we’ve gone through the “let’s just be friends” stage…niether of us can find it possible to do so. when we are together, its only us (lame with an extra side of CHEESE) but seriously, he’s my everything. i cant see myself without him at this point. and i love him WAY too much to just let him slip out of my life.

AND I KNOW WHAT SOME OF YOU ARE THINKING.
and you shouldn’t judge.
you dont see how happy he makes me when he’s around me.
you dont know how it feels when he hugs me…you just dont.
he means the world plus 20 millionbajillion to me. and i dont wanna lose him. ever.

Hey! I’m new, and my name is Breanna. This is going to be good for me, because 1. i absolutely love to write whats in my head, and 2. i like feeedback from that! todays entry is nothing specail, i guess, just a little inroduction. I am listening to “The Brightside of Suffering” by Scary Kids Scaring Kids! (and amazing band<3)

talk to me! i’d love to get to know you

today has benn okay. but, i recently lost someone really important to me due to their bad decisions (no they didnt die, they just chose to not talk/see me anymore) it was a person i thought i could trust with everything i had. but- i was most def wrong.

This has definately made me realize that people arent alwas what they seem. im the kind of person to take people as they are, but sometimes, they’ll take me by COMPLETE suprise and turn out to be the complete opposite.
now-a-days, im finding it hard to trust people.

…IM GOING TO PROM!%^&@!!
im def excited