all good things must come to an end
so, abt two days ago, hayden and i ended our relationship. he got ridiculously controlling. and i couldn’t handle it.
i didnt do anything to make him think he needs to have me under his wing like a little kid. i dont mess with other guys, go places with other ppl and i ususally tell him. i ask before i talked to another guy. i REALLY REALLY didn’t want to mess this up, but it turns out, i didn’t. he did.
i hate break-ups they sucks, and i feel guilty for not feeling guilty. and im not sad abt it, is that bad. i mean i have sympathy, but we weren’t happy, and we were basically forcing things to be right between us. thats not how a relationship should be. my friends told me when we dated for the second time, that it was a mistake…i dont really think it was a mistake, i just think we went about it in the wrong way.
and the worst part is, he thinks that i dont care about him. i do care about him, i want to be his friend. i want him to be able to talk to me still, but honestly, i dont think thats going to happen. it sucks.
