Sometimes, theres just the pen and paper to listen

so, just because your parents/guardians go out of town, doesn’t mean it’s a good idea to leave to house every chance you get…

its a long story, but you get the jist (sp?), right? well either way, i got grounded for this weekend, which i totally dont mind, because i deserved it.

ON THE PLUS SIDE…my aunt was rad and let me go to graduation last night :’(
it was sooooo sad. and it sucks, cause the girl thomas left me for, is now one of my good friends, and she’s just talking normal girl talk with me, but she ALWAYS talks about him, and she has a bf, and he has a gf, and i miss him…and i hear her constantly talking about him (because they’re all bff now and he barely talks to me) and when i have something to say about him, like a conversation we had or, a message i got, she always has a story to out do mine. and it sucks. like for example at graduation, he barely said two words to me, and he called her after graduation to talk about things. I ACTUALLY DATED HIM, she just “talked” to him.

stupid little stuff like that hurts me alot, and it gets me thinking. and im not sure why.
i dont know if i get too attached to people, if i care to much, or if im just to worried about what other people think. DX (mad smiley face)  and not to lie, but i get jealous. and i dont like that feeling

please help?