Sometimes, theres just the pen and paper to listen

there’s a guy named hayden. he pretty much holds my heart in the palm of his peruvian hands (yes, he’s peruvian). But no joke, this guy is amazing. we have the classic love story. we date, fall in love, he breaks my heart. but theres a twist to the happily ever after…it’s been three months since we broke up. BUT, we still talk everyday, and we’ve gone through the “let’s just be friends” stage…niether of us can find it possible to do so. when we are together, its only us (lame with an extra side of CHEESE) but seriously, he’s my everything. i cant see myself without him at this point. and i love him WAY too much to just let him slip out of my life.

AND I KNOW WHAT SOME OF YOU ARE THINKING.
and you shouldn’t judge.
you dont see how happy he makes me when he’s around me.
you dont know how it feels when he hugs me…you just dont.
he means the world plus 20 millionbajillion to me. and i dont wanna lose him. ever.